Hello – I’m Honored You’re Here
You’re in the right place if you’re a woman over 50 who is grieving a loss and is looking for support to release the pain and heal her body, mind, and spirit.
This is absolutely for you if:
- You’re open to exploring holistic practices such as spiritual guidance, energy healing, and intuitive support.
- You’re ready to go beyond traditional approaches to address emotional pain, release grief, and restore your overall well-being.
- You’re seeking compassionate guidance to navigate the complexities of grief, heal emotional wounds, and find lasting peace.
- You’re eager to reconnect with your spiritual self and uncover the growth opportunities within your grief.
- You’re committed to actively transforming your life and embracing healing on a deep, personal level.
- You value self-discovery, empowerment, and a holistic approach to healing and renewal.
- You’re willing to invest time, energy, and openness into your journey toward healing and transformation.
Ready to begin?
About Toni
Hi there, I’m Toni Cay Snyder, a.k.a. “The Meditation Magician.” As an intuitive grief coach, spiritual guide, and energy healer with a PhD in Holistic Nutrition, I specialize in helping women over 50 release the pain of loss and find peace within their body, mind, and spirit.
I discovered the transformative power of my work when friends, family, and clients began experiencing fast, lasting results through my unique ‘practical magic’ approach to intuitive healing. That’s when I knew my mission: to blend ancient wisdom with modern practices, empowering women to navigate grief, health challenges, and major life changes, especially when traditional methods fall short.
When I’m not guiding women toward healing and renewed purpose, you’ll find this 50-something enjoying meditative walks in Colorado Springs, doting on my adult children and playful kitties, or indulging in a good K-drama binge without a hint of shame.
If you’re ready to release the pain of loss and rediscover your inner peace, click here to get the support and guidance you deserve.
My Story
From Pain to Purpose: How My Grief Journey Inspired My Healing Practice
My journey to becoming an intuitive grief coach, spiritual life guide, and energy healer began with a profound and personal loss that shook me to my core. My mother was a beacon of light in my life, always radiating love and warmth. She struggled with morbid obesity for as long as I could remember, facing not just the physical weight but the emotional and spiritual burdens that accompanied it. My intuition guided me to support her in ways that doctors couldn’t; she lost 100 pounds, took up water aerobics, and even came off her diabetes medication. It was nothing short of miraculous, but years of damage to her body had already taken their toll.
In 1996, my world changed forever. I was 30 when my mother passed away from a stroke at the age of 65. I almost didn’t make it to the hospital in time, but I was there to hold her hand as she took her final breaths. In that moment, amidst the grief and pain, I gave my mother the greatest gift I could—my presence and my love as she crossed over. That moment was a mixture of deep sorrow and profound peace, and it shaped the path I would take in the years to come.
After she died, I was lost. Completely numb. I had no support system and no idea how to heal from such a traumatic experience. Grief therapy was a path I tried, but it felt like it was only scratching the surface. I needed something deeper, something that resonated with the intuitive guidance I had followed all my life. That’s when I discovered energy therapy. It was a revelation. Unlike traditional grief counseling, intuitive energy practices allowed me to connect with the emotions that were trapped inside me and begin to release them. It helped me heal in a way that was transformative, aligning my mind, body, and spirit.
This is why I do the work I do today. I help women over 50 navigate their grief and loss in a way that goes beyond conventional methods. Grief isn’t just a mental or emotional experience; it lives in our bodies and our energy fields. Through intuitive guidance, holistic practices, and compassionate support, I help my clients move through the energy of grief, releasing the pain while holding onto the love. I blend ancient wisdom with modern energy techniques to create a space where healing is possible, even when it feels out of reach.
My philosophy is rooted in the belief that healing with intuition is our birthright. Grief can be a powerful catalyst for transformation, and while it may feel like it breaks us, it can also open us to new depths of self-discovery and empowerment. My role is to guide you through this journey, to help you tap into your inner wisdom and find a way to honor your loss while reclaiming your life. Healing is not about “getting over it.” It’s about moving through it, feeling it, and transforming it into a source of strength and deeper connection to yourself and the world around you.
My Philosophy
Healing With Intuition
I believe that every woman has innate wisdom and strength that can guide her through grief and loss. My role is to help you tap into this inner guidance to find healing and transformation.
Holistic Approach
I recognize that true healing involves addressing the mind, body, and spirit. Grief affects all aspects of a person, and I use a balanced approach that integrates emotional, physical, and spiritual well-being to support your healing journey.
Compassionate Support
Grief is deeply personal and challenging. I provide a compassionate, empathetic space where you can process your emotions and find solace, without judgment or pressure.
Blending Old and New
I value combining traditional spiritual practices with contemporary healing techniques. This approach ensures that my methods are both grounded in time-honored wisdom and relevant to your modern needs.
Empowerment Through Self-Discovery
I believe that empowering you to explore your own inner resources and intuition is key to healing. By fostering self-discovery and personal growth, I help you reclaim your power and find renewed purpose.
Grief is Transformative
While grief is painful, I see it as an opportunity for deep personal transformation. I help you uncover the lessons and growth that can emerge from your experiences of loss.
Commitment to Personal Growth
I believe in the importance of ongoing personal development and self-care. Healing is an evolving journey, and I encourage you to commit to continuous growth and exploration.
What Clients Say
Managing Emotions of Grief
When I first started working with Toni, I was dealing with depression, grief, and a recent stroke. Toni has given me many, many suggestions to help me learn how to manage my emotions that change from happy to sad or energetic to tired at a moment’s notice. Also, meditation has helped a lot! I highly recommend Toni for your “life” needs, whatever they may be. She is very educated and pleasant to work with.
Candee Smith
Toni Is the Only One Who Could Tell Me What Penelope Wanted
Toni was such a tremendous help preparing me for Penelope’s passing. She was 15 years old, and you could tell life was getting more complicated and less fun for her. She was my first pet and best friend through so much of my life.
Although we didn’t know exactly WHEN Penelope would pass or how, when the time did come, it was much easier to make smart choices about how to care for her.
Penelope woke up Christmas morning and was not her normal self. She did not perk up during Christmas dinner, so it became apparent we needed to take her to the emergency vet. Toni was available to assist in a very appropriate way, even on Christmas. That night, we had to keep Penelope in the ICU, and Toni talked us through the next steps.
It was a terribly emotional time, but she was the only one who could tell me what Penelope wanted and chat with her to let her know it was ok for her to move on. We were able to be there for her last breaths and hold her close. It was terribly hard, but Toni made the process so much easier.
Because I had processed so much before Penelope passed, picking out a new pup was easier, and Lille came into our life a week later. She is such a delight and is going to have such a great life with Toni communicating with me about what she needs to be healthy and happy.
Toni’s services have saved me thousands in vet bills over the years. She is spot on with her guidance and is a priceless necessity to our monthly budget.
Mande White-Pearl and Penelope
Helping Me Connect the Dots
Oh my! What I got out of my intuitive session with Toni. I learned HOW to focus on the really good things I love. To find out what makes me happy. A profound experience to teach me to think about love and create happiness. I knew this, but I didn’t understand that I was blocked! The healing really came from my inner child wanting me to remember the goodness and connect to my childhood joy. To create a better way to release. So thank you, Toni, for helping me connect the dots and connect the pieces all together.
Janice Beauchamp
Clarity and Peace – Reconnecting with Myself After Losing My Mother
I lost my mother after a long illness, and though I thought I was prepared, the actual grief hit me like a tidal wave. I couldn’t function at work, and I was constantly anxious and overwhelmed by a sense of emptiness.
I tried dealing with it on my own, but after months of struggling, I knew I needed support. I felt stuck, like the grief was a wall I couldn’t climb over. That’s when I found Toni and decided to give her approach a try.
Toni’s intuitive grief coaching was life-changing. She taught me how to tap into my own inner wisdom and energy to process the pain. Her energy healing sessions were incredibly soothing, and the spiritual tools she provided helped me reconnect with myself in a way that made healing feel possible. She also helped me release guilt and unresolved feelings I didn’t even realize I was carrying.
Working with Toni brought me clarity and a sense of peace I hadn’t felt in a long time. I can finally honor my mother’s memory without being consumed by sadness. I’ve regained my sense of purpose and feel like I’m living my life again instead of just existing. Toni gave me the tools to heal in a deeply holistic way, and I’m forever grateful for that.
-Jan Hills
Finding Light After Loss – How Toni Helped Me Transform Grief into Healing
After my husband passed away unexpectedly, I was completely lost. The grief was overwhelming, and no matter what I did, I couldn’t shake the heaviness in my heart. I was emotionally drained, physically exhausted, and spiritually disconnected.
I knew I couldn’t keep going on like this, waking up every day feeling numb and unable to find peace. That’s when I realized I needed help, and a friend recommended I reach out to Toni.
Toni gently guided me through the pain, helping me connect with my intuition to release the deep sorrow I was holding onto. She used powerful meditations, energy healing techniques, and intuitive guidance to help me process the grief in a way that felt safe and supportive. One of the most profound moments was when she taught me how to create a daily ritual for honoring my husband’s memory, which helped me transform my grief into something more healing.
Since working with Toni, I’ve felt a lightness return to my life. I’m able to remember my husband with love instead of just pain, and I feel connected to my spirit in a way I never have before. Toni’s guidance didn’t just help me heal—it empowered me to find peace in my body, mind, and spirit. I’m so grateful for her intuitive and compassionate support.
-Kate Brach
Toni Entered My Life at the Right Time
Before working with Toni, I was navigating through grief, unexpected health issues, and grappling with questions about work/life balance.
I underestimated the extent of my grief, but Toni entered my life at the right time. She offered guidance and a safe space for me to express myself.
Toni’s calming presence, intuitive support, and life coaching skills were truly transformative. Her coaching style is tender and nurturing when needed while maintaining honesty and openness throughout our sessions.
The online presence and resources within the membership community offered me ongoing support for self-healing between sessions and proved to be valuable in addressing my health concerns and work-related challenges as well.
Toni provided me with essential self-help tools and an opportunity to explore my emotions more profoundly around my grief.
Yvonne Alers
Toni Helped to Enhance My Understanding of What Leena Was Experiencing
The main challenge I faced before working with Toni was trying to understand the rapid onset of serious medical symptoms that my previously/seemingly healthy 14-year-old cat was suddenly experiencing.
In only a few weeks, though, this transitioned into end-of-life decisioning challenges and sudden-onset grief trauma.
Toni initially assisted me by scheduling multiple/impromptu animal communication sessions.
These helped to enhance my understanding of what Leena was experiencing, so as to better empathize with her situation, from her perspective.
As her condition degraded, this assistance morphed into full-on emotional support for me as well as practical decisioning regarding euthanasia, once the true nature of her dire prognosis was confirmed.
On multiple occasions, Toni made herself available on-demand and at times that were known to not really be convenient for her — yet, necessary for me — a fact made more pronounced by the timing of others in my support system being unavailable when decisions were needed. What a hero!
Having stepped up for this enormous responsibility and objective presence, Toni’s loving kindness shall forever be “immortalized” in the joyful memory that Leena will always represent.
I have been more able to move through sudden and indescribable grief, both because of the dialogue that occurred prior to Leena’s passing and because of Toni’s assistance in creating a foundation more amicable to post-loss resolution.
In having had to make decisions that, without her help, may have resulted in painfully unresolved complicated grief, my gratitude is eternal for her assistance in helping to prepare a foundation upon which to move forward, otherwise.
Mike Taylor and Leena
Wonder-Filled!
[Heal Your Heart Meditation for Grief and Loss] Toni, I want you to know that this meditation is Wonder-filled! I am a musician/spiritual seeker, and this is one of the best meditations I have encountered. Thank you for your generosity in giving those “in need” the opportunity to “find” you. (Well, I guess there are no accidents here!) Blessings to you!
Barbara S.
Finding My Joy Again
Before working with Toni, I was dealing with depression and feeling lost. I’ve tried other types of therapy, but Toni’s healing sessions truly aligned with my beliefs. During the sessions, we talked and worked through my emotional blocks, and she has been a huge help in regaining my emotional balance and finding my joy again. I loved how I felt after a session, the visions I saw, and her sweet and kind personality. I highly recommend healing sessions with Toni. She happily shares her light and her gifts with anyone who needs it.
Christie Epperson
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